judging by the fucking microscopic amout of followers i have, most of which whom have left tumblr anyway, i have no idea why i’m posting this.
i actually feel like shit and get jealous/depressed and paranoid really fucking easily. i want to change myself so much personality-wise, looks-wise and just all round i want to be different. i feel so fucking mediocre in every fucking way. fucking hell, i am so stressed. i have exams in a fucking week and i haven’t revised at all.